I don’t really know where to start, even now as I’m writhing this my head just gets emptier. It would seem I don’t have anything to say anymore, theres just this intense numbness and I really don’t know why. Like when I’m on the phone, I can’t hardly talk and I doesn’t help when they have nothing to say to me... There’s so many thing’s I know I should feel so strongly towards and I don’t feel anything at all. I haven’t been myself lately.

I miss Kaity, I miss Chris. Their my two best friends in the whole world and I haven’t even been able to hardly see them. And on our Friday we keep ending up at the mall or Lola’s! I don’t take the day off to go to the freakin mall. I mean geez, I only want to see them not every other mall-rat with nothing better to. My family wants to see. If we’re going to just do that all the time, I might as well stay home.... Last Friday it’s was just the three of us, then. Boom! Same thing.
I was happy then after that I just seem to lose all my thoughts. I also used to talk to them all the time... And now? Psh, I’ve barely been able to talk to Kat and I haven’t even talked to Chris....

I don’t know... Maybe it’s just I’ve been so tired. I’m losing touch with my reality. I need to get some soiled sleep, I need to seriously talk to someone, I need to see Kaity! Ahhh! It’s driving my insane.

With love,
~Leona

Name..?
Kaity

Age..?
17

Sex..?
Female

Birthday..?
August 16, the day of the/my angel.

Are they your best friend..?
Alway and forever!

How Long Have You Known Them..?
Almost 7 years.

Are You Dating Them?
I don't think so. but if I was a guy... Maybe! but ONLY IF.

If So Who Asked Who?


Why are they your number one...?
She the best friend I ever had!!! I wouldn't be the same with out her. ^_^ She complete my soul.

Where did you meet him/her..?
My house when I came home for see the neighbor kids.

Is he/she popular..?
When I see her New years nor the 4th of July could match up to the fireworks that go off in my head!!!

How does the opposite sex view him/her..?
...Sexy.... and helpless... =_=

Does he/she have a significant other..?
ME!!!

What is one thing that people don't expect from him/her..?
That hyper nature... And her teeth. *chomp*

Have you met anyone in this persons family?
Yes... yes I have...

Who is this persons crush?
No crush, only love.


If you both had a whole weekend to spend with each other, what would you do?
SNGGLE!!!!

What is this persons job?
Lovin me.

Who does this person hate the most?
A man...

What does this person do best?
Taking my heart and keeping it all to herself. ^.^ and Drawing.

Does this person also have you in the number one slot?
HELLZ YES!

What is the last comment this person wrote you?

Something about purring.

Have you....

Kissed this person..?
*insane laughter* Are you kidding?

Hugged..?
All the time!

Done The Nasty..?
HELL NO!!!!

Ate Together..?
Yeah.

Go To School With Them..?
No, unfortunately not. TT_TT

Played Games With Them..?
Of course!

Miss Them..?
When she is away from me, me heart can not beat.

Got High With Them..?
Never!

Got Drunk With Them..?
God no!

Been To Their House..?
*sigh* yes...

Had Them In Your House..?
Not enough.

Rode In A Car Together..?
All the time.

Bought Something Together..?
Yep.

Went Somewhere With Them..?
My house, her house.... Chris's house. I hope to go too Naka-Kon with her too.

Would you do anything for this person..?
YES!!! I'D DIE FOR HER!!!

Where would you and this person go to have fun..?
I can thing of a lot of places.

What would you like to take this person to do..?
NAKA-KON!!!

Can you tell this person anything..?
Of course!

Does this person get you..?
Yeah.

Is this person attractive..?
She's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen... *blush*

Does this person think you are attractive..?
*grins* yes!

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Whens The Last Time You...


Talked To Them On The Phone..?
A few minuets ago.

Messaged Them..?
No idea.

Seen Them..?
Friday.

Gave Them A Present..?
Today.

Got A Present From Them..?
Umm... Don't remember.

Seen Them Cry..?
A week or so ago.

Them See You Cry..?
A Long Time ago.

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Whats The ______ Thing You've Done Together..?


Funniest..?
Gone skinny dipping. B}

Scariest..?
I really don't know.

Favorite..?
The first time she spate the night at my house.

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Would You Like To See Them Right Now..?
I alway want too see her!

Do You Have A Crush On Them..?
No.

Do You Use <3's When You Message Them..?
Not really.

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What Is Their Favorite...

Band/Singer..?
It changes all the time.

Color..?
Blue.

Food..?
Depends on her mood.

Movie..?
Wuthering Heights.

Video Game..?
DOA I think but she's not a big V-game player.

Other Types Of Games..?
Hates em.

Who Is Their Best Friend Of The Opposite Sex..?
Chris.

Same Sex..?
ME!

Their Favorite Weather..?
Storms.

Season..?
Winter.

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Are They In Love..?
Yes.

Their Favorite Song..?
"Far away"

Do You Wish They Was Your Neighbor..?
*sigh* All the time.

If So, What Would You Do..?
Sneak out in the middle of the night.

What Would You Do If You Found Out They Died Tomorrow..?
....Probable die with them...

Would They Care If You Died Tomorrow..?
...The same....

What's Your Favorite Thing About This Person..?
Her kindness and loving heart.

Would this person repost this so others can enjoy this wonderful survey..?
Oh yeah!

Stolen from:

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I:

» I committed suicide:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

» Personality:
» Art:
» Comments:

WHAT ABOUT US:

» Who are you?
» Are we friends?
» When and how did we meet?
» How have I affected you?
» What do you think of me?
» What's the fondest memory you have of me?
» How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
» Have I ever hurt you?
» Would you hug me?
» Are we close?
» Emotionally, what stands out?
» Do you wish I was cooler?
» On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
» Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
» Am I loveable?
» How long have you known me?
» Describe me in one word.
» What was your first impression?
» Do you still think that way about me now?
» What do you think my weakness is?
» Do you think I'll get married?
» What about me makes you happy?
» What about me makes you sad?
» What reminds you of me?
» What's something you would change about me?
» How well do you know me?
» Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
» Do you think I would kill someone?
» Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

I don't know why, I'm just posting it.

I don't know if I'm pissed off or excited right now...

Fullmetal Alchemist The Movie is out
I saw some a part of it... in an AMV, I was upset you could say.

I really don't know...

But anyways, I HAVE INTERNET!!! Thank God.
Finally I can get online without stealing Ray's computer. It's nice.

Hopefully, I'll be able to see Kaity tomorrow. I miss her so much, I'm dying without her... I can’t really think of any more to say at the moment so...

Goodnight

I had gone over to the neighbor's house the see the girls, Raven and Danielle. I met them about a year or two…or maybe 3, after we moved in. A lot of people lived in that place before them.
Anyway. I came riding my bike home that day, and a girl was sitting on the swing set. When I went to go put my bike away, mom said, "Diane, someone wants to see you." so I went back outside. I walked up to her and introduced my self. She did the same; her name was Kaitlin/Kaity. OMG, she was the cutest thing I had ever seen! She was pale and had blonde hair that went past her shoulders, blue eyes, and a pair of round, brown-framed spectacles, and was wearing a oversized, white Magic Forest T-shirt. I sat on the swing next to her and we talked about a lot of things. She said she's shy. I didn’t think so, but after knowing her I found out that it’s true, she is shy…very shy. There was something about her that was so special, and I had never seen it in anyone. She was 10 years old and I was 11.
We didn’t start getting close until about a year later. I spent the night over at her house all the time. She and I would slip on the hide-a-bed couch, play funny little games, and stay up all night talking. She came over to my house sometimes too, but her mom was really strict about it. She's stayed over 2 times in the 6 years I’ve known her, and her mom is still a bitch about it. We became best friends and have been ever since. We loved being around each other and would cuddle and hold hands wherever we went…that is, until her mom started accusing us of being lesbians. Yes I love her, but I’m not in love with her; I just don't need or want anyone else (a boyfriend, for instance) and neither does she. The relationship we have is beautiful, “kindred sprits” in the words of C.S. Lewis. We trust, understand, and depend on each other completely; she is my shelter and I am hers.

A ton of stuff happened in between and a lot of other people had big effects on my life, both positive and negative, but I don't feel like writing about that right now.

Well that’s the basic gist.

~Leona~